I do hate it.

Sometimes I just run down the strees with me eyes closed and my heart open. Well, I used to.
I used to run down the unkown strees at night, without any fears, but now the fear dominates me. I don't run anywhere but home, fearing a pressence that follows me, but every time I turn around, there's nothing over there. Where are the times when I just closed my eyes and keep walking nowhere? Instead, now I cannot keep my eyes closed for more than three seconds, because that the fear forces me to open them so my heart closes. And I hate it.